After coming back from a retreat: “I saw the world dead!”

It was while returning from a 10-day retreat in the desert,
That ironically,
On my return to the city,
I saw the world dead!
I felt like I was walking
In the middle of a ghost town
Populated by zombies
Undead all around me

But where has Life gone?
Cohorts of people,
Walking fast, running sometimes,
Very busy going “somewhere”,
Very busy doing “something”,
In a hurry to hurry,
In a hurry to be oppressed

On their faces?
The tension
In their eyes?
The emptiness
In their vibration?
Not an ounce of life

I was for a long time this zombie
In spite of myself
Caught in a perverse system
That made me give up today
In the hope of a tomorrow

Tomorrow, a weekend at the sea
Tomorrow, a week’s vacation in the sun
Tomorrow, a more elegant jacket,
Tomorrow a bigger phone
… and today my misery in the face
I traded my wonderful “Today” for a miserable 
For a miserable tomorrow 

Tomorrow does not exist 
It will never exist 
We have been conditioned 
Manipulated often 
But let’s be honest with ourselves 
We have mostly conditioned ourselves 

It is a reflex of protection 
To adapt to others 
To avoid being alone 
For fear of not being loved 
To adapt and survive 
To accept stress in the hope of …. 

Paradoxically, stress is 
A very efficient way to maintain 
The survival of a species 
But only the biological survival… 

Not LIFE in capital letters! 

Humanity is in survival mode 
And even worse 
85% of the human population 
will die before knowing what LIFE is 
I saw the world dead ! 
I am sad 

How to defuse then 
All these conditionings that hinder us? 
How to get out of stress? 
Leave the survival mode? 
Let go of the illusions of a “tomorrow 
To live this Today 

Free 

The path I discovered 
Passes through my belly 
In the heart of my Inner Planet 
It is at the crossroads of quantum mechanics 
Of spirituality 
And common sense… 

To defuse the mind 
Bring my consciousness 
On what connects me to the experience of life: my body. 
Let go of the emotional 
Connecting to the sensory 
The vibration of Life in me 
Is a physical sensation 

The vibration of Love in me 
Is a physical sensation 
Not an idea, not a thought 
In the emptiness of my deepest being 
I discover inner security 
Harmonizes my energies 
Free from my fears 

I leave the survival mode 
I taste Life 
To beauty 
To softness 
To “I don’t know 
To the “I have the right 
To the delights of today 

No more oppression of “tomorrow 
I manipulate myself less and less 
I am less and less manipulable 
I am sovereign 
Love is the Energy ! 

Text from Pierre Lapoujade – French instructor about nutrition and health

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